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%$#^%$* hey, i'm gunna be 18 on sunday!!! @#%$#^% [10 Jan 2006|09:00pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | my best friend - tim mcgraw ]                                I don't know where I'd be                              Without you here with me                        Life with you makes perfect sense                              You're my best friend<3 6 thoughts | think of me

so i heard youre a slut [18 Dec 2005|11:43pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | the grace ] Smile, you'll steal away my soul Smile, I'll h  i  d  e  a  w  a  y and cry My mind's made up I will shudder to see your eyes Smile, no doubt I'll keep my p r i d e But it may be hard to find There's nothing left Handed down your legacy But more r e g r e t P a i n t e d on with empathy Smile, don't complicate my time Smile, don't ask me if I'm fine My world b l o w n   do w n There is nothing that words can say Smile, no doubt I'll keep my pride But it may be hard to find There's nothing left Handed down your l eg a c y But more regret P a i n t e d on with empathy There's nothing left, there's n o t h i n g   l ef t Smile, you'll steal away my soul S  m  i  l  e, I'll hide away and cry There's nothing left Handed down your l e g a c y Smile, no doubt I'll keep my pride But it may be h a r d to find If only you had tried Going to leave it far behind It may be hard to find If only you had tried Going to leave it far b e h i n d 2 thoughts | think of me

you never hear me crying you never see me trying to love you once again your love is so past tense.. [27 Nov 2005|06:44pm] [ mood | nerdy ] [ music | never-tina arena ] well i hope everyones thanksgiving break was good... mine was a lot of fun actually. worked most of it but its alright. tuesday night me ashley kristin anna rebecca and a two of ashleys friends all went to tikis which was a lot of fun. wednesday i dont think i did much  but chelsea came home!!!! so i was probably with her lol yeah i think thats what i did. ummm  thursday was turkey day so i hung out with the fam and hung out with tim after. friday rob had a party and it was a lot of fun i saw everyone that came home from school so that was nice. and saturday i went to tims for his thanksgiving dinner with his family and grandparents -went to work and then at night me chels and erin watched a movie( I was so glad to see those girls =) ahhh so im still waiting to hear back from state which is my first choice school and i'm sooo excited to go if i get in but if i dont or if i feel like i dont want to go there then im almost positive im goin to central which i actually did get in...hmm decisions decisions oh yeah spring break is finally figured out holy shit its going to be amazing!!!! mexxiccoooooo '06   ::and as far as other things go...well im not surprised anywho tho i need to finish this homework i put off all break....see some of you tomorrow =)   <3<3<3....oh and p.s -things are still goin strong and i couldnt be happier<3<3<3 2 thoughts | think of me

say hello wave goodbye [10 Nov 2005|05:46pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | when you come back down ] I wither at the thought, Of knowing someone close To know them so well, To not be alone Loneliness is protection Seclusion from what is real People will hurt you If you let them so near So I choose to be alone No matter how I feel To protect myself from damage To avoid shedding tears But, no matter where you hide Or how for you run Love will come in sight I tell you now to run Attacking you with seduction It draws you near and near I can only warn you once Steer the hell clear This is only one path The path that I have chose Don't take it and feel the wrath The wrath of trust broke I wither at the thought Of knowing someone close I know how it feels To have a friend slit your throat.... 2 thoughts | think of me

everyone is changing theres no one left thats real [05 Nov 2005|08:29pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | blurry ] "Love all, trust a few, Do wrong to none." 2 thoughts | think of me

[28 Oct 2005|11:31pm] [ music | fast cars and freedom ] wow...it seems like i havnet updated in forever probably bc its true. ive been slacking. (plus my damn computer took a shit again- thanks ONCE AGAIN for fixing it jt lol ) soooo i pretty much dont have a life anymore lol . i am way overwhelmed with school ..i wish i could  work more than what i do..i want to go out and have fun with the girls..i miss chels and erin....they say senior year is the best but in my opinion it kinda sucks ass...i got my nose pierced (and bc of my psyco father which completely flipped out on me today and made me cry like a little idiot i pretty much have to hide it around him now. lol) sooo i helped out with little kids this week and the topic of halloween came up so i told them i was going to be a devil. one of the little boys made the remark "well you should probably take off your costume then" damn when did 5th graders become so mean??????   alright well it was good updating but im going to eat some food im bored. oh yeah i almost forgot.....p.s. im in a relationship....... and for once ..... im not freaking out. what the hell is wrong with me lol i am actually really happy about that aspect of my life....<3 la-la 3 thoughts | think of me

surprisingly im not running away [11 Oct 2005|08:56pm] [ mood | whatever ] [ music | shake ] ahhh  i can hardly wait until i finally get the hell out of michigan..... so close but yet sooooooo far away =/ think of me

rainy days [07 Oct 2005|12:19am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | one more day ] today i realized and was assured that a few months ago  i made [the best decision i think i have ever made]   and because of that decision i have grown wiser, smarter, [s t r o n g e r], and most of all   g.r.e.a.t.f.u.l   because in the long run....   it led me to  better things                     ...and i couldnt be happier=)   1 thought | think of me

<3 she never lets it go to her heart <3 [02 Oct 2005|10:25pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | rascal flatts ] so this weekend i didnt do too much. worked on friday and hung out with the loverboy<3 saturday i worked all day and hung out with a couple of the girls afterwards. we went to a haunted house, ended up getting lost on the way there but eventually made it. stopped by bonos for his lil bday par-tay. had some fun and what not ended up leavin kinda early bc ppl had to start headin out and thennnn stopped by jason millers, went to vp saw the lovely quinner, had food spit at me, laughed my ass off, and headed back to chelseas to get my car.... which yeeeeeah was supposed to stay the night there but because of some stupid bullshit i was about to drive home until anna called me and wanted to hang out soooo i went there had some fun laughed and caught up on some things. it was good to hang out with her outside of work...just like the old days -i love that girl worked all day today and realized oh wait im getting sick so im basically freakin out right about now and am doing/taking everything to help prevent it bc if i get sick im pretty much screwed and wont be able to do anything -im kinda too busy to get sick lol tomorrow we make our first payment for M*E*X*I*C*O 2*0*0*6!!!! so its pretty much for sure i'm goin and im fuckin stoaked. =)  its gunna be the shit! well anywho im off to bed early for once nightnight     "god.blessed.this.b r o k e n.road.that.led.me.straight.to.you...." =) 2 thoughts | think of me

the things we do are never gonna change [25 Sep 2005|02:46am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | the first single ] so i took a trip to marc and kaylas tonight and i must admit it was w o n d e r f u l seeing those i havent seen in awhile sooo im havin a pretty good weekend so far....=) all this bein busy lately has kinda made me forget how to have fun. well im gunna go to bed now. gnight loves<3     1 thought | think of me

Why do I rush to slow down everything [20 Sep 2005|03:30pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | i'm a king ] sooo i pretty much love our class this year... yeeeahhh.'06!!! homecoming was a blast ...the game...court...my date...the afterparty everything!!!! :) too much fun.   TIME TO CATCH UP: as of right now..... i'm extremely bored and have to attend a funeral. school is hard and work sucks i love my friends and i'm glad certain things with certain people got cleared up from this weekend bc quite frankly i like how things are yep end of story. i miss chelseaanderin BUT. trapt is comin and im ready biotches   6 thoughts | think of me

so pretty when youre faithful.......<3 [11 Sep 2005|07:12pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | inflatable ] so i'm kinda bored and havent actually updated things that are really on my mind in quite awhile so here goes... what a weekend.!... went to p.p.i camp and of course it was fun and very well...emotional. lol sounds gay but whatever its such an awesome time getting to know people you dont normally talk to or just getting close again with those you used to. so many people opened up and just talked about things you never would think that they would talk about with people they barely even know. whether it be relationships they were dealing with, family issues, college/future talk or just things in life that were hard for them...i didnt exactly do much talking but thats besides the point. it was still a blast. had to set up for spirit week and what not so that was kinda crazy for a little bit. exciting tho bc homecomings comin up and seeing as how it will be the last one i go to....i know it will be a lot of fun...probably kinda hectic this week tho bc of leadership and we kinda have to set everything up. ive been extremely busy lately and caught up in a lot...if im not at tennis im at work and if im not at one job im at the other. im hoping i dont get too overwhelmed and what not bc i really dont feel like getting sick again lol ..just tends to happen when i get too overly caught up.i just want things to go smoothly and enjoy things as they come and still have time to hang out with my friends. which speaking of i dont see too many of them anymore. chelseas at school which i love the girl to death and im doing ok without her here...better than i thought i would but i still miss her a lot and ry ry and others  i pretty much never see...well theres sorta reasons for that but i love them anyways. ..i guess its good bc i finally get the chance to be close with a lot of people from my class and yes even though a lot of them are already my good friends im hoping to only get closer to them...i mean it IS our last year so im hoping its a good one. .... hang out with tim a lot which is cool.- quite unexpected and random but things are goin reallygood  so far so i guess thats good. its honestly really awesome to hang out with someone and be totally comfortable around them from right off the bat...not that i dont get along with a lot of guys or get uncomfortable easy but theres  just not too many of them that i dont feel wierd around the very first time we even hang out.... not sure what it is exactly and trust me im in no rush to find out but im enjoying his company. and well.... it is what it is. which leads me to me finally being happy. not having to worry about things and not having to think about things constantly. its really suchhh an amazing feeling and i'm glad and have waited for this for so long and it just really feels so good. i guess in a way i can say that i can finally breathe.  i can finally smile and most of all i can do it and know its because i actually really am happy.,...not because i want to convince others i am. which im kinda known for doing.- doesnt mean things dont stress me out or little petty things about general life dont bother me but theres some things ive waited a long time to say im ok with. and i guess this is finally it. had a heart to heart with joanna and some of the girls at camp about the future and school and things like that which i wont lie...kinda scares me. im starting all my college apps and i cant help but think in a few months ill pick the school i want to go away to and only a few months after that me and all of my friends will all graduate and move on with our lives. whos to say we will ever even be as close?....i mean shit i had some of my best friends go to kettering and i hardly even talk to them...and they live in the same city for christs sake. ..i guess ive just been on a power trip thinkin about any and everything. everyones gotta grow up sooner or later i suppose....plus i kinda have to get through this year first before anything lol ahh well anyways i think i got out a few things that i have been thinkin about and i actually might have somethign worth spending time on doing now so i'm out.... i love you all<3     11 thoughts | think of me

[02 Sep 2005|01:19am] [ mood | tipsy ] [ music | beautiful things ] he makes me happyyyy :o) 15 thoughts | think of me

this poster and drink made my night.... [29 Aug 2005|11:35pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | glycerine ] Had an amazing last weekend of summer….a lot a lotttt of fun. Now its back to school … seniors ’06 what whatttt :o)     sooo aside from school things are goin really good right now ;o)   ….except the fact  Chelsea left for school today. I’m sad. anyways have a goodnight. much love <3 6 thoughts | think of me

msu tomorrow.? [26 Aug 2005|02:53am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | nirvana ] Sometimes things are better When they are u.n.e.x.p.e.c.t.e.d. =) 2 thoughts | think of me

[21 Aug 2005|06:59pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | the killers ] had a lot of fun at jerads cabin this weekend. deffinetely the shit. wish i coulda stayed longer but oh well atleast i got to go in the first place ....felt a little lost without chelsea for the past like 3 days i dunno what i'll do when she actualy leaves for school :o( ***hahah too many good times/laughs at jerads tho...had a little bit of a delay on the way there but whatever. :::thank god me quinn and jessica dont give a shit about peeing in public bc it deffinetely had its advantages. HAHA thank god those semi's were there hahah :::played a little dressup with jt and quinn which was hilarious. and then me and quinn started saturday with a nice toast ...for the hell of it i guess lol oh geez. :::made it home ok and actually even tho everyone was still up there...had fun last night.- hung out with people i dont hang out with a lot so it was nice to be around new faces. its ok tho theyre good people. :::realized my life is about to be over in about a week. school starts and thats just really gay. not looking forward to it. hopefully everything goes good tho and i know it will be fun. ::: our first tennis match's are this week. we'll see how that goes lol . anyways im out just wanted to update real quick bye lovers<3   1 thought | think of me

[16 Aug 2005|02:37am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | i cant take it... ] havent updated in awhile. ..come to think of it i havent really been doing much of anything lately. school starts way too soon for my liking and everyone is leaving me- which is very  upsetting. just been hangin out lately..stopped by good ol marc & kaylas the other night.had some fun- its been awhile since ive been to that neck of the woods. had a fun couple days a little bit ago. me and chels hung out with danny v, devers, katie ogg, logan, cole, cole's gf, tim, and rosalio. was good to hang out with people you dont hang out with a lot. change things up a bit. theyre good people. kinda funny tho we met these people and me and logan somehow goofin around were talkin about bein married or something stupid (we do that a lot lol )and one of the guys overheard what we were talking about and completely believed every bit of it. lol . he was like "you guys are 19 and married...you are too damn young for that shit." lol  hahah it honestly made my night lol.  for one if he really knew how old he was lol ....deff not  19 lol ...then it somehow got even more fucked up and they thought he was cheating on me with chelsea..haha oh mannn. too funny. made varsity tennis with christina.haaaa- should be an interesting season to say the least. welp im out. heres a pic of me and my "brother" lol chelsea claims we look a lot alike...: aw heres me and chew.. think of me

[08 Aug 2005|01:21am] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | black and blue ] Now maybe  I didn't mean to treat you bad  But I did it anyway  And now maybe  Some would say your life was sad  But you lived it anyway  And so maybe  Your friends they stand around they watch your crumble  As you falter to the ground  And then someday  Your friends they stand beside as you were flying  Oh you were flying oh so high  But them someday people look at you for what they call their own  They watch you suffer  Yeah they hear you calling home  But then some day we could take our time  To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us  But you left me far behind  Now maybe  I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad  But I did it anyway  Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had  But you couldn't share the pain  No, no, no  Couldn't share the pain, they watch you suffer  Now maybe I could have made my own mistakes  But I live with what I've known  And then maybe we might share in something great  But won't you look at where we've grown Won't you look at where we've gone But then someday comes tomorrow holds a sense of what I feel for you in my mind As you trip the final line  And that cold day when you lost control  Shame you left my life so soon you should have told me  But you left me far behind  Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad  But I did it anyway  Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had  But you couldn't share the pain  No, no, no  Oh no  Oh no no no no...  Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad  But I did it anyway  Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had  But you couldn't share the pain  I said times have changed your friends  They come and watch you crumble to the ground  They watch you suffer  Yeah, they hold you down  Hold you down  Now maybe brother, maybe love  I didn't mean to treat you bad  But you left me far behind  Left me far behind  Left me far  Behind 3 thoughts | think of me

gi ry ry to gi jenni [05 Aug 2005|02:34am] [ mood | curious ] [ music | capps voice on my voicemail ] hahah ry ry decided to make this for me....oh ry ry how i love you so =)~ 3 thoughts | think of me

[03 Aug 2005|12:52pm] [ music | nelly and jack johnson ] went to breaking benjamin staind and 3 doors down concert last night with chels timmy and logan had a *b l a s t*... kinda had a surprise halfway throughhh...... :   no joke tho. this dude is the shit. 2 thoughts | think of me

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